R.I.P Ameba Pico

There goes my fantasy world,
A getaway from all my stress.
So here I am boys and girls,
Ameba Pico I will miss you all.
Ashlyn ain't just an ordinary friend,
Melon is your daily laughter full of surprises.
Chewie where have you been?
Mayra why'd you ditch us all and Lyn :c
Dino how'd you get out of my buddy list?
You all are the ones that I will truely miss.
Serena hay you still have me on facebook >_>
Mitzy change yourself and don't care how others look at you,
Light I hope you're alright there in New York bro,
Gina hate me for my looks? I don't care though.
Zye has always been that grammar king,
Jello we've been through so many hilarious things,
Sica you pwet go die in a hole
No seriously it was just a joke c:
Neji promise me you'll grow up and marry Jad
Blake your drawings are fab
Berry don't stop being a rebel
Candii Jessie Ray you guys aswell
Maki and Makio sitting on a tree <3
Aika remember I'm ben D:< !
And I'm your one and only kitty bff! \(* ^ *)/ <-- Aika's Win face
Star has a fetish for gays and bi's
Dickweed I hope you're alright :/
Bear i'm sorry for the things I've done,
Alright I guess december's the month.

So YEAH :C Miss you all <3

Here you stand alone,

That one boy's story left untold.

People think you're just a fool,

While they laugh thinking they're so cool.

Walk away from distractions,

Strong as ever by every fraction.

No one else can change you,

It's all up to what you want to do,

In the end it's just the truth.

Stay headstrong,

and prove them wrong.

Rawr ,

Although I don't know your name .

Although I don't know you in real life.

Although I just met you .

I just hope you learn something before you pass . . .

You did this before and why repeat the same mistake ?

It's not worth it Rawr .

Even if it was worth it ,

It's worth what ? An innocent life ?

No it's not worth it at all .

Why didn't you let others help you ?

Why do you keep rejected others aid ?

I know , life's tough .

Especially when you're the downfall in your own story .

I have felt it .

No one treated me as a friend for 7 years ,

My parents divorced when I turned 12 ,

I had problems communicating with others ,

Others think me as a weird kid ,

Looked down by my relatives .

Yes ,

it is sad .

But , I knew that there will always be someone out there

somewhere ,

who would be the opposite unlike others .

Meanwhile ,

I need to be strong and try to be someone .

I had always wanted to smile ,

To be human . . .
To feel emotions .

Whenever people say "hi" to me ,

I get this rush of happiness in my heart ,

cause I was realized by someone .

I had always wanted to mix in

be in a crowd ,

laugh together and not someone who is laughed at .

But no , I knew none of these could happen

unless I told myself to be strong and breakthrough .

When there is a way in

there is always a way out .

Same goes to problems ,

there's always solutions .

And suicide is not a way to solve it .

It just shows you , yourself , that you given up 

and you decided to fall .

And I want you to know that ,

You don't deserve to be hated or ignored ,

you're an amazing person , fun to talk with despite we just met .

Please , tell yourself to be strong .

God , please give her a second chance .

The human mind is such a complicated creation,
Use it well or use it for destruction.
In the end it's still used for own's satisfaction.
How much do we have to suffer,
Us humans being monsters, 
From time to time,

Until the day one says goodbye.

We're all mostly just full of self,

It's always us and nothing else.

Trust and belief?

They don't exist anymore in this world we live in.

Shame isn't it?

Flipping these pages of ours ,
Wished upon a million stars .
Didn't expect us to come this far ,
Nobody needs to know who we are .
You caught me by surprise ,
Now I'm falling deep into your eyes .
This is our story ,
Where our happiness grow together ,
What if we lasted forever ?
Wouldn't that be heaven ?
Falling down from so high ,
Climbing up from so low ,
Perfect is not what we need to show ,
Loving you is what I just want you to know .

Sweetdreams. <3

I'm sick , lovesick .

That cute smile you make ,

Those bright eyes of yours on your face .

Hugging my pillow every night ,

Hoping that your'e alright .

Reading back our conversations ,

Telling myself you'll be back sooner or later .

Sometimes I just don't have the patience to wait ,

So I just go back to bed ,

Hoping you'll be there when I'm awake .

I miss you .

Come back sooner , mkay ? 

<3

For my girl.

<3

Just cry it all out,

Just let it all out.

I'll shout with you if you want to shout.

If your'e afraid I'll be your light.

Just call me and I'll hug you tight.

In the end of the night,

I swear it'd be alright.
Just close your tired eyes, tonight.