Relax's The Best Lie #72

Sailing through the sea,

Calm as ever whispers the wind breeze.

The sand on beach smooth as ever,

Watching the seashore ascend and descend together.

Clear blue skies,

Free from both truth and lies.

If only nothing else existed,

Than this best lie that I've once yet visited.
Relaxing while others flee,
What else more could this place be?

When Light Turns To Darkness #71

I just can't stop thinking about this morning,

Suddenly a peaceful conversation turns into a sad story.

I don't get why you'd say "them",

Those heart piercing words you said to both me and your girlfriend.

If you only din't exist,

Then my morning wouldn't had been this.

What had gotten into you so "changed"?

Acting yet so strange.

I don't need you to apologise to us,

I just want you to remove that scar you gave to her.

Original Poem.

My Forgiveness Towards You Is Null

Yeah send me a message saying

you din't mean it of everything you did on spot.

Too late, i'll take your message as an excuse

just to gain our forgiveness. Fuck off. I'm done helping

and forgiving you all the time. I'm not that kind like last time

when you did the same to Ashlyn. Think twice before

you act. You might act all cool etc, I don't mind cause

I know inside your'e dying ready to rot into 

the blank. Done accepting your boring

apologies. it's time I treat you like what I should have 

treated you a long time. 

U treat my friends like garbage, I treat you worst than garbage.

Tears Are Blood

Your Light Isn't Bright At All. #70

You quitted like last time just to break one's heart,

I am always the babysitter encouraging and taking out the darts.

From Lyn to Angel how much else can you hurt?

Your brother himself yet you come by to invert.

I was never with Angel and you just made everyone down,

And your first question was "Do you have a Maple account?"

What the fuck. Angel's crying now,

Thanks to you and your retarded fucks.

Since you don't take care of people and instead you drown in games,

Why not just marry the computer instead?

I don't even know why you are my brother,

Immature as ever,

Attitude's the same with the devil.

All this time I've been helping her and hoping for her,

That you'll get back to appreciate what you had, the girl.

Pissed that I was with her when your'e gone?
WHY NOT ASK YOURSELF WHY'D YOU LEFT HER ALONE.

Serena, don't cry cause of one guy that used to be your boyfriend that just

ruined and scarred both your heart and memories. Let him drown in his

games. I know your'e strong after what you just been through. 

Remember that, theres people out there who is willing to help you through 

both your sorrow and joyful memories. In the end, you'll realise

that it was dumb to cry for such pathetic boy.

Yeah Light, go ahead and Maplestory the shit out of your life.

Quitted the game saying your'e busy. Coming back in a few months

and your girlfriend was happy for just 10SECONDS. And you said,

"Do you have a Maple account?" And you told her that what.

You never loved her? Heartless.

I don't care if you said that just to put in the devil of your attitude or whatsoever.

You just lost yourself your brother,friendship with others and your relationship with your girlfriend.

When you grow up, 

you better remember what you did cause 

you're on my death wishlist. Included you as one of

those sick useless pathetic humans that doesn't deserve to be a human at all.

Your Light isn't Bright at all.

My New Tumblr

http://themilkywub.tumblr.com/

Will be posting past and future drawings here.

Update #11

Alright. Angel and some other people are asking

bout how I draw etc. I'll make tutorial videos once I find

my lost camera. Well, I really am blank of what to say

during the recording because it's hard to explain

so i'll draw slowly bit by bit and you guys can learn c:

But here's the tip, 

Ugly stuff can be renewed better.

That's why I use pens, train myself to not rub them

even though I did a smudge on it or did a wrong pattern.

Eventually you can fix it by,

Duplicating,overlapping,recurve,thicken  it,re-style the pattern.

And eventually you might be lucky to find a new pattern.

That's what I always do when I draw c:

A New Day #70

Having fun forgetting time,

Turn around and it falls to night.

Sleeping ahead as time decides to fly,

Taking you a journey to your dreams up high.

Stars dismisses the Sun rises,

Waking up so cooling breezed as the Moon decides to take a descendent.

All is new all is fresh,

Everyday is a best time to hope for the best.

i h #69

People like to sweet talk,
And i'm not a fucking fan of your fake attitude dog.
Frankly speaking I feel it that way to my friends and others,
People who just wants to flirt with you is another.
I'm done with who is the truth and false,
Let this holiday be my worst default.

I hate myself.

I hate you all.

I hate my family.

I hate my life.

I hate.

My Story.

Detache . - .

Detache.

15minutes due to the details I decided to add into
this drawing . - .

Heart Drawing . - .

Sorry guys. Didn't feel like updating

or making any poems today. Made just 1.

So I drew this . - .

Time taken was 8 minutes.

No it wasn't edited fuck off.

Typical Boring Gangsters #68

Don't you think it's getting abit lame?
Trying to impress instead embarrassing your name.

I don't care who you are or where you came,

Your'e just a kid who is just insane.

Acting cool in the alley,

Thinking your'e the boss of everything.

Smoking and having drugs,

Going cyber cafes like we even give a fuck.

You gangsters need a life,

You know.. sometimes I just want a pistol to push you all aside.

So that you can learn one big lesson,

With one of your friend's head blown, yeah that's awesome.

Cycle Of Socialization #67

Fighting everyday,

Letting our friendship slowly decay.

In the end,

We all know that one will apologise right before then.

Cycle of socialization is the same,

White lies to poisonous bane.

Every sentence affects one's emotion,

Think twice before you talk is the solution.

The Unknown Deeps Of Individuals #66

Scattered around formed as bits,

Gently lying down into our minds;

Growing slowly like seeds,

Rooting onto our heart in a straight line.

Forming a chain,

All within our brain,

Thinking through cycle as it remains,

We know that it's memories that help us regain..

Tears.

Memories gives us tears,

Dripping down each containing a story;

What is lost is what you fear,

Dropping down each containing their glory.

Memories.

                         Lost.                              Within.

 Misses.

                                Sorrow.

                 Tears

                                                             Gone                                    Hope

                                             

Individual's Deepest Fall.                   

Secretive #65

Sometimes you just wish to hide,

Secrets, life, problems inside the dark.

Each lighten one will try to glow and take a peek,

But you just decline and decide to play hide and seek.

Keeping your unknown within,

Wanting no others to believe.

Overly confidence of what your'e capable of,

Thinking that you can solve it by just being alone but your'e just lost.

Take my hand and let me help,

Before both hopes and belief melt.

Certain People #64

 Certain people don't deserve to live,

For example those pathetic ones who deceive.

Everyday harming innocents for no reason,

Others trying to find a way with them to treason.

What's wrong with you guys?
Can't let all people live in a normal life?
Why come into our stories when you can't even APPRECIATE,

One by one THANKS TO YOU ALL they're dead.

You think it's fun?
Selfish heartless cunts one day bit by bit of you will be done.

What.. I don't get it,

What did we do to deserve your shit?

Short Poem Dedicated to Kingdom Hearts #63

"Remember I'll always be with you." he promises,

She covers her heart as her smile flourishes.

One day he knows that he will lighten up both worlds,

Both dark and light realms that suffers from the curse.

Heartless or not,

He still fought.

Opening keyholes and saving hearts,

Going to different planets as he departs.

Both companion Donald and Goofy,

Always been there and he knows they're worthy.

Kingdom Hearts is more than just a game,

It changes and lightens up our hearts understanding it,and lets your darkness decay.

^
So true.

OMG! No wait.. fuck.

OMG NEW KINDGOM HEARTS THIS YEAR!!

FUUUUCK. Just 3D?
Wdf you developers doing?

; - ;

Hopes lost for me~

Release date: 
July 31, 2012 US
July 20, 2012 EU

All rights reserved to Square Enix.


No i'm just fucking with you.
IT'S A NEW KH..well not for console.
That sucks.
I'm getting it no matter wut o u o!!

Ben Is Officially Bored #62

I feel like I've wrote a poem about every emotion,

I'm bored Pico is under maintenance.

No ones online when i'm online,

Blank as ever in my mind.

I'm officially bored in life,

Doing something awesome is what i'm trying to find.

Skype with me? Sure no webcam,

Add me gingerbutter is my skype name I'll try to entertain if I can.

Asian accents? Sure I can do them,

Cause i'm a facking Asian yeah that's who I am.

I remember my long lost teddy Sam,

He is green and smelly to others but I don't care.

Used to hug him everyday every night,

My only companion when there is no light.

He went missing after the month of July,

No shit I'm not trying to make rhymes.

Anyways I'm finishing this last Kit Kat bar,

You jelly? Come at me brah ;]

No English class later yay!

Still I will still be bored sitting here and decay.

Bored of gaming bored of drawing,

Tell me what should I do rather than typing?

Yes this is another half random and bored poem I'm doing,

Everyone and their couples going on dates i'm jelly.

No outdoors for me cause non of my friends like going out,

Computer seems like to be the only drug no doubts.

Maybe I should continue my novel,

Nah boring stuff I remember my sister tore down my novel cover.

(The Cover)

Not that great cause it's gone,

Thanks to my sister YOUR'E WELCOME.

Sigh 13 days left till school starts,

Then a few more weeks till I receive Birthday Cards.

if your'e wondering it's 16 June,

It's in the middle of the year that's why i find it cool :D

Anyways I don't know how much I can keep up with the rhymes,

Mind outa ideas of drawing symbol designs.

I have to go?
Nah jokes I'm going to go reload Pico.

Nope not done yet fuck,

Sorry I swore it's typical though so face it you fuck.

Yeah I know it din't rhyme,
Poems doesn't need to rhyme all the time.

No i'm not pissed haha just typing on my keyboard,

Ben Is Officially Bored.

Apologise Cannot Cure #61

The lightning strikes,

He decides,

Whether to go or suicide.

She comes forward saying "No."

"Why not? You've done enough to my life, it's time I leave and go."

Her tear falls off and she apologise,

"Sorry doesn't fix anything." says the guy.

Sometimes you think saying sorry is everything,

Think again it's just a word that doesn't stop a thing.

After a "sorry" you think the scar fades?

No it doesn't it hurts and it stays.

Scarred memories are the worst,

Remaining in your heart like a curse.

If you really want to apologise to someone,

Then think twice or your'e done.

I've been through alot especially relationships,

How many hearts I've scarred I can't do much letting them go sick.

It's sad and sorrowful to see them be like that,

Just like capturing feelings in a net.

I'm here to say I din't mean it,

I just want everything to end up clean and neat.

-Dedicated to all my ex girlfriends and the ones i've once insulted due to misunderstandings-

No, just No. #60

Uhm no just no we're not together,

We're just friends that has friendship that stays forever.

Angel isn't my girlfriend she's my brother's,

I'm just helping her out with certain life problems.

Why can't you guys shut the hell up?

You guys probably don't know how it feels like to be suspected huh?

Individual Stories #59

Everyone has a story,

Everyone has their glory.

Some call themselves complicated,

Some just stay simple reflected.

But we all know that our goal is the same,

Knowing that life isn't just all bout fame.

Obstacles and problems we face,

Is like exercise to our emotions everyday.

Control them and master your life,

Or let them devour you and destroy you both out and inside.

Again I Fell For A Trap #58

I just don't know what to say,

Your'e making me like you day by day.

Yes I am falling into your heart,
Please don't leave don't depart.

Cute, understandable and beautiful,

No one describes you better than I do.

Sadly hugs and kisses are never long,

Breaking ups..where did you come from?
Trust me I won't let it happen between us,

Because our love is just like a curse.

Our hearts stay together,

Us hoping that it'd stay forever.

Short Story Poem #57

Caught red handed he runs,

Away from the bright glory Sun.

Hiding in the darkness he stops,

Hoping to bypass all the cops.

As he holds the bag filled with money,

A young kid stands in fronts of him, starring.

"Get away from here!" he said,

The kid just stood still as if he wasn't afraid.

"Don't make me kill you!" as he pulls out a knife,

"I don't see the point of stealing, sir." the kid sighs.

"This is none of your business."

"What if I told you you have been cursed?"

"What curse you crapping about kid?"

"Your emotions seek your greed."

The robber stood still,

"Don't you have a kid to kill?"

He remained silence and said,

"This money I stole is for my girl, Kate."
"What about her?"

"Shes suffering from heart cancer."

"My dad is a doctor, he can help."
"Foolish kid, you think everything is cheap?!" the robber repel.

"He is a nice guy and he likes to aid the sick."

"Are you..serious?" said the robber standing and holding the knife looking like a freak.

"It's better than stealing, isn't it?"

A tear fell off his pupil. "Thank..you. Kid."

So as promised, Kate has recovered,

10% from miracle 90% of heartful love was all she devoured.

"Forgive" is a strong action,

A wonderful thing seen in every life problem section.

He hates you your'e crying,

He pities he forgives while sighing.

That surge of forgiveness rushing through you,

Is just breathtaking cause your'e relief after all you went through.

Cause you know that your problems are gone,

Remembering how you cried from morning to dawn.

Now it's over just cause of one forgiveness,

Can you ask anything more than this positive curse?

She. #56

She waits and waits,

He still is absent for the date.

She waits and waits,

How long she wondered would it take.

She waits and waits,

"Sorry hun I won't be here today" he called and said.

She walks and walks,

Depressively walking back home till midnight 12o'clock.

She thinks she thinks,

Why does he does this everytime as her sadness sink.

She crys and lays down,

Why does he want to make her frown.

She sleeps she sleeps,

Hope is still what she still seeks.

Me.

Just half.

Now stop asking.

Bullying me.
Is just like dancing with the devil.

Just stfu.. please. #55

I'm filled with anger,

Feeling like killing someone not cause of her.

Even though it's just a small matter,

I just can't take it off cause it gets sadder.

Sad and yet angry what a perfect mix,

Combination of eternal negative felt bliss.

Blood surging through my vein,

I just really want to kill them fucking ruined my day.

If only I had the note in Death Note,

Wait. I'll just choke.

Myself.
I'm not dumb suicide is lame,
I'll just hold it and scream as I may.
I scream inside my heart,
Cold as ever my soul ready to depart.

STOP BULLYING ME.

Random Picture #1

My friend asked why I kept posting in my Facebook with my poems.

This was my reply o:

-Random Pic-

Sorry I had to BLACKEN up my name and pf just so

you won't fall for me.

ROFL JOKE.

<3

The Psychotic One #54

All we ever wanted was attention,

Not a 4 white walled room this just isn't sensation.

I'm tied I'm locked,

"Please I'm innocent.."perhaps not.

As he walks past I stare,

Deep down into the glare.

He hesitates my look and he escapes,

Pathetic guards filled with the emotion called "afraid".

I laugh cause I'm sad,

What else could go wrong when I'm not bad.

Just don't put yourself into my cell,

Or your body will end up as bones and swells.

I am,

The Psychotic One.

The Blood Seeker #53

He dances he sways,
He does as he mays.
He walks he sneaks,
He remains secretly beneath.
He seeks he peeks,
He disturbs the sick.
He wants attention or souls,
He has a heart that is cold.
He seeks blood,
You look up to his eyes as you lay on the dirt.
Last words,
"Please, I don't deserve these things."
Without hesitation he kills within a blink.
Nothing else matters,
than a blood thirsty vampire.

Update #10

I am having a killer instinct mood now. Gonna post more bloody

and killing poems. ;o

Single #52

"Oh why she doesn't like me,"

It's because or most probably,

You din't try your best,

But maybe she just decides to give it a rest.

She might want a single relationship,

Or shes keeping secrets underneath.

Oh well there's more than this female,

Try to find one that suits your "rail".

Don't get what I mean?
PM me through the cbox that you just seen.

(BlogonlyLOL)

The Murderer #51

I am alone though,

Nothing exist except my glow.

Inside the dark realm of midnight,

Walking alone with nothing on sight.

Street lamps, dim light,

What else could a murderer want than this delight.

As he gets near,

He finds his target filled with fear.

The girl screams calling for aid,

Bloody sake it's midnight like I said.

Eventually she becomes the victim of this murderer,

Devouring one by one as he gets closer.

The Murderer

Anti Greed Habit #50

What do you see?
When your'e filled with free.

Nothing more but your'e too filled with greed,

Wanting more desirable succeeds.

I just don't get why this emotion exist,

It's like a mental spreading habit disease.

Eventually you'll try to break it away,

Instead you'll find it hard and you'll be filled with dismay.

It's okay though,

You'll just keep trying even though it's slow.

Cause you know,

That in the end it's worth it as long as you keep it with the flow.

Happy Holiday [Mid Year 2012] #49

Feel like punching your computer screen?
Yeah got that a lot of times through my gaming spree.

Punched it once ,

Through the glass.

Cause I was feeding,

And was called a "feed slut."
Well it's okay,

It's not like you'll become gay.

It's just a game,

So calm your tits and play it whole day.

Happy Holidays~

Be Yourself #48

What do you do to impress,

That girl that got you obsessed.

Count to three,

And just breathe in.

It's simple really just be "you",

Don't try and play it all cool.

People like you for your true colours,

Not your plastic smiles that covers.

Don't Worry Be Happy #47

Ever felt sad over nothing?
It's alright I understand but trust me there's always something.

That something is just too hard to believe,

The truths and lies you receive.

Nothing else matters more than crying,

It doesn't help anything.

If you feel like doing a suicide,

Talk to a close friend and let them push your problems aside.

Don't give up just yet,

Keep holding on even though your'e sad.

I'll try, they'll try to be there,

Cause in the end it's us that care.

Stand up don't just sit and stare,

We've alot of work to do for this repair.

Who needs hopes and wishes,

When you got hugs and kisses.

[Surge] Chapter 2 : The Approach

Chapter 2 : The Approach

"God dammit, Matt turn your hacks off, how are you kicking my ass?" complained Frank the tenth time. "This isn't your World of Warcraft." I said and laughed.
"Oh shit just got serious." Frank points his index finger like if it was some sort of cursor behind me. I looked around and oh crap, it wasn't something
I wanted to see. Wamp. I fell to the ground. "Hey little girl, wheres your parents? Do you need me to get you back to them?" provoked Benjamin, the leader of
the Jaw Skull Gang. I stayed quiet, my left eye grew slightly red again, don't ask, when i'm nervous I get this oftenly. "Are you crying? Don't cry, we'll
take you to them, at Grimscar's Graveyard." as the jerks behind him laughed their asses out.Yes I lied, my parents are dead, both dead. They were both killed
in a car crash...that was what I was told the next morning when I was still young, told by Aunt Sarah, she used to live with us, when things were peaceful.
No one know how my parents passed away, it was just like a silent vanish. "Cut this silence man!" requested someone within the gang. "Alright then." said Ben
as he cracks his fingers. "Hey lil bitch, find someone your own size." taunted Frank as he walked straight in front of me, protecting me.. again. "Frank no 
please don't." I begged. I din't want the same thing to happen again, not like last time. "What now, your'e his new dad? Where's your wife, I got a bag full
of condoms back in my place.I'm ready to penetrate her." "Oh sure you are, here she is!" as Frank walloped Ben right to the nuts. I felt bad cause I
laughed for a moment there, trust me it was worth it. Apparently the fight just ended quite quickly, it's pretty much a "GG" when your nuts get slapped.
Within 5 minutes, the curiousity within each quakeballer in the same Ground arrived to the scenario. Some are giggling at Ben, as he curls and turns around
the floor. I din't expect Frank could finish him this time. Instead of swearing, Ben looked up and said "Chloratus.

My unfinished novel -w-.. Chapter 1 [Title : Surge]

Prologue : Do you control your emotions? Or do they control you?

Chapter 1 : My Typical Weekend 

"Frank can you cut out with the whistling? It's getting annoying." I said. "Fine fine jeez Seth, you and your temper is always the same isn't it?" replied Frank.
I gave him a punch on his stomach, well it din't hurt that bad, that is for Frank. "Testing on my abs aye pal?" laughed Frank. Me and Frank has been friends
for about 4 years I suppose. He is the only person that understands me, both in and out.I remember how last time he stopped me from- "Uhm Seth mind you stop
day-dreaming about hotties and start moving? We're late for our quakeball lessons." interrupted Frank. "Right sorry." After 30 minutes of tiring rush-walk,we
arrived at Mirodin's Quakeball Grounds. Just so you know, Mirodin is my shitty town, I just want to move out to maybe Syntopia or Delpharghe. Bad thing is
in my world, when your'e born in a town, they insert some sort of microchip into your index finger and you can't remove it, it's permanent. What it basically
does is whenever you try to escape the town, it'd make a sound and the cops will basically come and get you.Yes it is indeed a dumb invention. "Hey Seth you
can start soloing first, I'll be right back, coach wants to see me." said Frank. "Alright." I said, sighing. Oh God, I could not believe what I just saw
right in front of my eyes. THe Jaw Skull Gang.I could tell it was them, those muscular brutes with those handbands. Leader's walking in some sort of 'I totally own this place' pace.
I tried not to put too much eye contact on them and quickly walked to my training ground. I do not want to come in contact with those fucks. They've done 
enough havoc to my life. "Hey Seth what are those jerks doing here?" asked Frank as he sips the Coke on his left hand. Coke, no wait, liquid, has been an issue
in our planet. Theres only 20% of pure nature liquid in this planet, rest were custom made. Apparently scientists found a way to clone the natural ones so
it's not much of a problem now in being thirsty. Except, some are fake, people just do whatever they can to get money now aye? Sigh. I could tell Frank's 
drinking the pure one, that rich bastard he is. My family's poor, so they sent me to live with Frank, yes he is my friend, only friend. I can't see how Frank's
parents din't mind at first. Oh well,it's my fate I guess. "Ahh yeah,this stuff is good man! By the way, u still remember playing quakeball? It's been awhile since
we got our spirits together to get our ass back here." laughed Frank as he puts the refreshing looking Coke can on the floor."Yeah stomp, crack, flow, drop, point."
I said in a moodless way. "Good." as Frank pats my head. "Let's get started." Quakeball is our town's overplayed sport. It's pretty simple but hard to master.
First of all, theres six sensor holes on the Quake Ground. 4 around the Quake Ground's corner, 2 beside the Quake Ground's middle. The floor is made of
Quantism. Quantism is a common stone-like dirt found around our planet. If you stomp hard on it, a crack will be formed. Your quakeball will travel on the
crack as if it is a railtrack to the other point. Your goal is to keep making cracks until your quakeball hits your enemy's sensor holes. It sounds simple but
the fun begins here, the crack can only be created through your mind and foot cooperation and a little bit of physic. 

Hatred's Existence #46

Why did hatred even exist,

I'll tell the story just shut up and just sit.

Men are monsters when in war,

Causing most of us inflicted within the core.

Us mankind desire to win,

Losses are seeking for revenge putting it into their sin.

Blood splats onto the skins,

Poor children what have they seen.

Heartless hearts are within all of us,

Only happens when theres hatred in a surge.

Sadly hatred is made to balance our life,

Love to hate or hate to love, you decide.

@_@

Sadistic Realm #45

Sometimes reality is hard to face,

Bitter and pain is hard to taste.

Lost within the dull confusing mist,

 freedom and joy was all i ever wished.

Now the hopes and dreams decides to freeze,

Why did the world have to come to this.

Sadistic realm.