Looking like a fool without you #30 (Quad-naza)

I once said my life changed,

Deep inside still that sadness stays,

Nothing to feel, no joy remains,

Why'd you turn off the beat,

My heartbeat, that once rose back from the deep.

You promised all the conditions,

And now you run away from my emotions.
Trying to maintain the balance of hope,

But hope just doesn't exist in my story that was once told.

I don't miss neither hate,

I just want to smile back up and face my fate.

It was all thanks to you,

My laughter, my joy, all now gone, I just look like a fool,

All because of "without you"...

You lit me up once but I fell back down,

Cause I took you for granted, now let's all frown.

Apologies, depressions , relationships,

I just want my story to become how it once used to be.

You were one of the longest I've ever held on.