Update #5

When I said you "Lighten Upped My Heart"

I mean't it.

So badly.

It's been 14months but 

things changed cause of this.

I don't miss you.

I miss the memories with you.

I hope you still kept that drawing I gave you,

I cried while drawing that, knowing that finally someone

understood me in my life.

I talk cause of you,

you gave me guts to do so.

I smile cause of you,

you gave me joy to do so.

I scream cause of you,

you gave me the best year i've ever had.

I shouldn't had.

You shouldn't ask.

I shouldn't accept.

You shouldn't apologize.

I shouldn't cry.

Or should I?

; - ;