"Chill" o.o #12

Don't worry there's always new routes,

Cause problems always fade and ideas sprout.

Worrying worries are unnecessary,

So don't hate till your'e over the fury.

Emotions can't be told,

only expire dates can tell bread moulds. <-- LOL

Don't waste time burning your mind,

Never go direct but think twice.

Cause in this world you cannot rewind,

But rewinding the future is possible,

Still what I said before is impossible.

Learn to control yourself,

It's like choosing the right book on the bookshelf.

Chillax,

Don't over react.

*ORIGINAL POEM*

[Drawing] #3: Heartless

Drawing of the Week

 That evil linger.. it's an emotion called,

Heartless.

"Midnight At Ben's " o.o #11

It's 12 in the midnight,

I'm hungry still having my laptop on my sight.

Ugh nothing in the fridge,

Rain pours on the nearby ditch.

Woosh as it flows,

While the full moon glows.

Maths and Geography notes beside me,

This is not where I want to be.

How I wish this holiday would've lasted more,

Holy shit I hear something behind my door.

Okays never mind it was my sis,

She had to always come to my room to take a piss.

Anyways i'm going to bed it's already late,

I'm gonna lie on my bed as if I was dead.

-Goodnight and goodbye Holidays

"Relief" o.o #10

Wind blows as the whispers flow,

Across this graveyard cold.

Nothing to see,

Nothing you hold,

Except a creepy feeling right inside your soul.

Remembering how you escaped,

Running still as if you're out of fate.

-clink- as you dropped your lantern,

No one else to care bout your concern.

Alone in the ghost hour,

With all the morgues covered.

U see the glow,

that funny feeling you once was told,

Was starting to be unfold.

As you know this is where your story began,

Totally different from everyone else in the descent.

How glad you made it out,

Of that unsolvable problem which came about.

Relief.

"First Impressions" o.o #9 *Dedicated*

Who do you think your'e being such a bitch?

Bad first impression that's the itch.

Barging in knowing nothing,

Start to talk crap as my patience was dropping.

I don't give a fuck if your'e just a kid,

Your attitude sucks , this sentence you'll need.

Your parents are animals? How do they even teach..

Growing up such a young little bitch.

Using your mouth as a weapon,
Talking rumours twenty four seven.
How I hate the way you blackmail,
Sadly most of them just fail.
Seriously though stop being so pathetic,
Get a life or a dick,
Before you get no more choice to even pick !

*-Fuck you Muzy-*

Music Poll

Emotional got 5 votes

K-pop 4 votes

Rock Bands 2 votes

(forgot the other option) 8D

So yeah ._. emotional songs.. hmm.

Oh, Secondhand Serenade :3

listen to em everyday if i'm depressed or sad.

Anyways hope you guys enjoy the playlist you voted for ^-^

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[Confused Poem] "Lost and Confused" o.o #8

Lost and confused,

I could but I too could refuse.

Just don't know which choice to choose,

Which may lead to sadness or thrills.

I really just am lost,

About the things that I din't think but caused..

This is something worth a cost,

Which i'm afraid of losing the most.

Thinking again of what to do,

This is something which isn't going through.

Settling or not I must try,

I don't want to see your sadness when you cry.

[Random Emotion Filled Poem] o.o #7

You think i'm so calm,

I think your'e just blind,

That you can't see my sweating palm,

Which you can't manage to find.

It's not that divine,

That you think that i'm fine,

My mind told me to decline,

My feelings just can't be revived..

My emotions,

Hazard as radiation,

Wait what this is not superstitious,

It's just like water condensation. 

My soul colder than ice,

As it goes smaller like a lice,

I don't want to fight,

I would just blow it to the otherside.

This is me,

I don't have to be,

Someone who flees,

Through hes reckless sleeves.

I do not need power,

neither I need a battletower,

Don't have to call King Bowser,

To turn you into Mario's flower.

I don't have you,

Your chance just flew,

Now you won't have anything to do,

Your cover just got blewn.

Flower buds only bloom,

Always happy,

Never gloom,

I'm like the flower thaks to you,

Now to end this with a 

I love you :3

Now you think this has come to an end,

But it's just a descent,

Like a moon crescent,

Randomly appearing on depence. 

This poem doesn't need a meaning,

It's just an expression or a feeling,

That my mind had been giving,

Random thoughts that is feeling.

[Drawing] #2 : Destructo

Drawing of the Week

Destructo

[Encouragement Poem] "Smile" o.o #6

Life's filled with disgrace,

All smiles on your face,

Just was so misplaced..

Somewhere called a "sad place"

But not today.

Thank God he left some trace,

Now I see you smile when I gaze,

Although it's miles away,

I could see your happy joyful face.

Your smile is just priceless,

It melts away my heartless..

I would guide you to a whole new Heart,

I don't need guessing cards,

Cause you know I'm here.

Now you don't have to worry and fear..

Bout losing your Smile :]

[Christmas Bonus] o.o #5

You bored?

Seems like the fun slipped out of the cord.

I'm bored too, Bob.

Nothing else to do,

Than right a fucking poem for all of you :3

LOL**********<--(Snowflake Transition)-->**********LOL

On the last night,

Snow began to fall within our sight.

Knowing how Christmas arrived,

11 months waiting for it's strive.

Finally it's here,

Something you all have been waiting almost for a year.

Now let go all your fears and wipe your tears,

We have a jolly good Christmas to celebrate you queer.

Present wrappers all on the floor,

Christmas deco's all on the door.

Frontyard covered with snow,

Outside feeling so cold,

But with each house filled with a Christmas soul,

Okays stfu i'ma go and enjoy my Christmas yo~

:D Happy Christmas u hoes and fags!

-Ben

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"Trust Me" o.o #4

Trust me in your life,

I promise I will never lie.

So lets fly to a place,

Where our memories can't be erased.

The moments we may spend,

just believe that we can..

Whenever your'e sad..

I hope i'm not the "bad".

cause I never will want to hurt you My Baby,

I won't say even a "maybe".

Unless something happens,

Then please be strong like a Dragon.

Baby I love you.

*ORIGINAL POEM*

Wrote this originally few months ago..

Finally found it and filed it , decided to write it here 

cause.. 

it was suppose to be dedicated to someone I once and still care about :3

[Depression Poem] "Jealousy and Misses" o.o #3

Blood heads up my veins,

I think my heart is in pain.

Defenceless through the night,

I dont want the day to be bright.

Thoughtless facing the truth,

Now my heart is just a rotten fruit.

Jealousy will always remain,

I wish I can die with no trace.

Focusing on letting go,

It's just like my sister asking,

"Would you like the last mango?"

I would stay speechless and nod,

But just felt like crying out some teardrops.

Feeling so dismayed,

I wish I can disappear right away.

I loved you with all by it means,

But I can't now cause it's just how it seems.

If you don't know don't ask me who,

Cause I will just keep on missing you.

If he is much better than me,

Then I wouldn't mind to be free.

[Drawing] #1 : Darkened

Drawing of the Week

Darkened

[Demonic Poem] o.o #2

Kind is nice,

But if you revise

The Darkness inside..

It lets all the demons be revived.

Compare the sin that you recieve,

with all the deeds that u repeat

All these deeds turns into a creep.

Demonic heart

ripped apart,

Only then both sides will depart.

To your stone cold soul,

of whatever it holds

it's just a lie left unfold

and that's all you know?

I shall begin to show the cold,

My darksided story which was left untold,

Your heart then will rot with no control.

[Intro] o.o #1

A poem isn't hard 

Just form it with all your heart 

Rhyme a word with the next 

Don't worry it'd be the best

Just let the rhyme do the rest.

Now I shall begin with my poem Conquest ~