I'm Left Forgotten (Im back bitches.)

Why'd you leave me,

Stuck in our old sweet dream.

Is it because that he is better?

Or maybe that i'm the slacker.

I don't know I'm just sad,

You were one of those friends that gave me everything I had.

Please at least don't forget our friendship,

Losing hope as the time ticks.

I don't see how he helps you more than I do,

I don't see how he's more than I've ever mean't to you.

I'm just a part of your dreams that'd sit here and fade,

Slowly as I stay it'd soon be too late.

Hi Kathy #43

Oh Hi Kathy,

Sorry I disconnected at such a bad timing.

Sad thing that you probably ain't gonna see this poem i'm rhyming.

Anyways Hi again,

Fuck Pico's server so insane.

Just wanted to join the contest as theme red,

next thing I know is disconnect through my dismay.

@_@

Update #9

A follower left. Is my poems suckish? If it is just

say so. I'll just put my blog down.

Thanks for the response, follower.

The Second Thing We Had Always Missed #42

Music who doesn't love it,

Just sit down and lilt.

To the glamorous rhythm,

As it gives you all the freedom.

Listening to your favourite songs,

As the voices so mellifluously flow through you ears,

Those harmonic combinations imbues in your fears.

All now you feel is just bliss,

Music is the second thing we had always miss.

-Music-

Lone #41

Lonely happens to all,

Ditched, left, lost.

People think brood,

Where's the daily "Sup dude?"

Mysterious odd descent,

Finding it a denouement.

Just find a few friends,

Conflate using owns thoughts whenever you can.

Glad To Be #40 2012 Best Day With You and the Rest

Glad to be,

In a world,year,day so free.

Glad to see,

You again and me.

Glad to be together again,

My heart went insane.

Glad to talk,

Jokes and conversations we use to mock.

Glad to be with you all,

Feelings went to sky high from downfall.

Glad to laugh,

Once again in a long time when we did hilarious stuff.

Glad to smile,

Seeing my memories turning back into reality, the laughters, the sounds.

Glad to be,

Me.

I love you all.

My Hate Killed You #39

Don't please let those tears leak,

Watching you go away "Don't leave." I plead.

Repeating the pace,

Running faster than ever, pleading my phrase.

Finally I caught up, I hugged you from behind.

Too late, I screamed,

You stabbed yourself with all my bad hearted sins.

I'm Sorry.

Pathetic Kids #38

Amazed about how or what a joke you are,

Serving no purpose no matter near or far.

Move along kid,

I've got a life to live.

Update #8

Woots! It's been awhile since there's a new

follower <3

Everyone welcome scamper5 :3 !

And thanks for all the supports you all 

have been giving for the past few months.

LOL to yall C: !

Lots of Love. I don't see a point

to laugh at my supporters P: !

The Community Nowadays #37

If only hate din't exist,
The world would be filled with no sins,
But the selfish humans we are in life,
Causes downpour to rise,
Then they start to blame,
They don't know we ourself are the one causing "these" days.
A world with peace is just bullshit,
Look at us now we're just selfish wimps,
The ones who has power doesn't use it wisely,
Causing the footsteps of many,
To follow the despicable ways of theirs.

-Ben

Save the world when we can please.

Update #7

Hey guys <3 Missed you all.

Sigh. As usual not active, weekly/monthly posts only, sorry.

Why Secondhand Serenade?

They've cheered me up and placed me into a world of sadness

in 2011 when I had the best girl.. "had" till she left.

Listened to them for the whole November-December holidays.

Now it's just like a memory chip, when I listen to them,

I think of you and how selfish I was.

Bluek.

-Ben

Inner Hate #36

Feel like punching someone? Go ahead.

Scream at them don't care what they say.

Rip your rage and add some hate,

I swear I'd stab you till your'e dead.

Unacceptable apologies stays in my mist,

Releasing the flow of anger into my fist,

Calm down? No I won't.

I've still got many stabs to unload,

All into my actions in one blow,

What are you waiting for? Come at me bro.

Love Drama King #35

Title : Love Drama

I came to school but I was late,
Saw you walking out the hall, my past soulmate;
Sigh, What a "something" to start my day,
Went to the class as my vision just wants to fade,
Tired and sleepy I still got notes to memorise,
I'd rather guess and throw my lucky dice.
Thank God the bell just rang,
Walked down and bought some food,
Saw you again talking and joking with him,
How I wish I did that in the past, old past dreams.
Recess is over, As I head upstairs.
Both of you holding hands,
I just want to go there and break the moment,
No, I can't cause it's pointless yet...
Never mind, myself, me , just be silent so I won't keep thinking of you.
My eyes just sight whatever you do, him and you,
Not jealousy but sophisticated,
My feelings to you is just so complicated.
Nothing less now, i'm up the stairs,
Heard him saying "I love you" then he descends,
My mind just stopped blank and the world just pause,
Why does all these demolishing moments isn't false.
Stopped, continue now I'm struck on you,
I won't try again,
The saddest part in my mind is your face and his name,
My heart just wants to lie down dead...
Time to head home and type this heartbreaking poem,
Last but not least,
What this "finale" of yours my sight sees,
Is you hugging and kissing that Love Drama King.