Tuesday Showcase #1

This is Leong Jia Hui's artwork. She does alot of

manga based art and here she picked two :P

This is our collab art. I did the background she did the person.

Her own drawing.

She does her drawings neatly and no smudges.

It seems like she printed it but no she draws it herself.

Update : I'm sorry for not updating recently especially my poems 

i'll be having exam for the next 2 weeks so bear with me. I'll try

to post if I can.

Sunday Drawing Video #1

I'm sorry that I can't edit it. I couldn't convert the MOV. file 

to my laptop and after trying a millions time of conversion.

It worked. And the converted version was in bad quality.

So I cannot add background music etc and had to upload

directly from my camera usb. Sorry for the missing footage at Part 1,

my camera decided to die off halfway recording :/

Bad way to start off my project but here you go.

Part 1

Part 2

Full Drawing

Friday Poem #1 : Freedom

Ever wondered why

Why can't we fly

What do we seek up high

Not much except the shine

This presence of blissful light, so bright

What do you feel

Do you feel the breeze, the chills

Everything just disappears out from sight

This my friend is the Freedom's might

Wednesday Drawing #1 : Disturbed

                         S o m e

  p e o p l e 

                   j u s t 

w o n ' t  

l e a v e              

                      y o u 

           a l o n e..

Update #14

URGENT UPDATE.

Now for those who draws and write poems.

I'll give you a chance to showcase your artworks in my blog.

If your'e interested comment below and tell me what you do.

So far the ones who joined are my schoolmates.

IMPORTANT : Send me your artwork through email and if you do get accepted

be sure to keep yourself updated in drawing since i'll be posting them every Tuesday and Thursday.

My Email : artillusionate@hotmail.com

THANK YOU.

Monday Poem #1 : Fantasy Skies

Falling off the sky

Hold my hand as we glide

Slowly yet gracefully we float downwards

Below lies a fantasy

Magical mysteries

Don't let go just yet

We're almost there 

Imaginations are just so easy to create, to find

Dreams networks within our mind 

A realm that you've never expected

Could be so fragile yet unexpected

Can it be?

Come follow me 

Discover mysteries that lie within the sight of what we see

Update #13

Hello everyone a little update here.

I decided to take my project a little more serious c:

So I bought a new camera tripod and camera usb for video transfering.

I will start tomorrow if I have the chance to and hope that this

thing will practically turn into my hobby ^^V

Thanks for reading this update !

Update #12

Mk here's the schedule for my posts.

I'm done posting things either too fast or slow.

I'm done posting shits.

Time to organize.
So I created this project called.
Project Illusionate.

Monday : Poem

Wednesday : Drawing

Friday : Poem

Sunday : Video

Sunday got you curious? Me too, except slightly nervous.

Be recording myself drawing and maybe commentating.

Starting by next week.

Thanks for your attention and support <3

#116

When your'e in the deepest sorrow

You either want things to end

Or have a sweet revenge

Simple enough just forget

Nothing else matters like you've never been in there

#115

So many hates

Counting from days to dates

Nothing much to be afraid

Seeing the world so weak

Not something I want to continue and seek

Not asking why

Not because of how you said goodbye

Nothing related to you so shut

Nothing related to anyone else 

It's just me and myself

How to explain such a world

A realm that doesn't exist 

Humans that doesn't act like this

I'm done being nice

Time to get off the skies

Time to hate some deserved frights

I will destroy you all within my sight

Destruction is satisfying

Revenge kill everything that relates to dying

Is always happening within my no our mind

Kill Hate Sorrow Destroy Wreak Riot everything we find

We just want things to end

In our way of design

Why not tell me how hard it is

To be not as hard as what it seems

Confusing? Yet denying

Reach me and call for the blinding

We're all such weird human beings

When something relates to hate

This happens to me

Confused as ever but i'm not lost

Not lost inside the hatred my cost

Is not.

Satisfying yet denying.

I hate.

Myself for hating.

Everyone else that hates.

Themselves to hate others.

Nothing else to hate for.

What other reasons to live and soar.

#114

Hopeless as ever your faith deeply sank

Consuming your memories turning it blank

It twists each path it takes like a knot

Devouring each thought

"Help us."

Thoughtless yet helpless

Darkness overwhelms the mind

"Lost." cried an innocent soul dimly voiced

When there is no path to be choiced

Where every path is not bright

The darkness within yourself kills the light

Controlled

Today's theme : Controlled

Next theme : Disturbed

Let Go.

#113

Looool! I found one poem in my desktop. I forgot it even existed.

I wrote it after Light scolded you. Mm here it is.

I felt stupid when I wanted to type this,

Mm so here's the truth it won't hurt a bit.

I liked you and I tried my best to help you at start,

Knowing Light's attitude I decided to act fast.

You seemed fine before then I was glad,

Nothing much bothered you until your story's end.

Light came and said the stuff,

I was really angry but yet not worth it so I tried to pull you up.

Hoping you'd be better every night before I sleep,

Hoping that he wouldn't be a nightmare in reality like a fantasy dream.

Now it's like I'm trying my best,

Aiding you in whatever your'e depressed about is all I can.

I don't see how I could be much of a person,

Someone who just types that doesn't show much concern.

By the time you see this poem I wrote,

I hope you've already by my side safe as our relationship unfold.

The Apothecarix Project

Sketch : 16min

Darken : 18min

Details : 14min

Addons + edits : 9min

All together : 47min project

Meet the Apothecarix

Apothecarix is named by me not from the dictionary c:

Meaning (selfmade) : Metallic phoenix 

Alright thanks for the information. Now see first of all, you don't

have proof. Second is, you might be saying this just to

get me break up with her. I'm saying possibilities. Thirdly is,

Light told you to send this to me to make me jealous. Fourth, 

they're probably just talking.

I don't mind actually.

Why don't I mind?

I understand how painful it is to lose someone you

love. I understand how you want to get her back when you

turned over a new leaf, wanting a new chance. It's fine,

flirting,chatting,gossiping. I'm fine with it as long

as you all don't lie to me. If you do lie to me,

you'll so get it.

Angel, it's okay even if it's a lie, even if it's true and

you don't want to admit cause your'e afraid, even if

you and Light are secretly dating, even if your'e preparing to

find a way to break up with me, even if your'e just talking to him. etc.

I just want you to know i'm not a typical boy.

I am someone else that is different.

Someone that isn't what you see all the time.

Love you as always. 

Light, you take this as an advantage for me being kind

and end up hurting her once more. You'll get it.

K? Don't think you added me and I accepted

means we're all settled. I hold grudges towards people who

either play with my emotions or play with my friends/gf's emotions. 

Watch it.

If I #112

If I hugged you tightly,

Would you blush slightly?

If I hold your hand while we walk,

Would you be afraid to talk?

If I said you are the most adorable girl i've ever met,

Would you say "stop sweet talking" and gently slap me at the back?

If I comfort you when you cry,

Would you feel safe and hug me tight?

If I kissed you on the lips,

I won't let this relationship slip.

<3

Can't Write Cause My Heart Decides #111

I've never felt so right,

Having this relationship within our sight.

Our heart holding each other,

How long will you make me love you?

-cuddles-

I'm like too in love to bother about writing poems now .o. <3

Your Teddy .w. #110

Evil ninja teddy bear typing here,

Ahaha that's what you called me dear c:

Yeah mm hug my pillow tight,

Thinking it's you every night.

I'll let you hug me so tight if we met face to face,

Now.. ugh :l it's just web date.

At least we know our love is strong,

And know that theres nothing more..

Stronger that can break us apart c: <3

LOVE YEW SERENA > u>

-kisses cheek-

Oh you again c: I love typing.

First of all. It's your friend, Angel's decision to 

love/like somebody. Not you to decide.

Second,Emma why disagree with me being with her?

Alice, I know you hate me, basically you'd just disagree and

think of me as a bad person. But you don't know

who I really am. Dean, you should know that

I'm taken. And Ginrai, reason please. Don't just come and say

"I disagree with you." 

Third, come at me bro.

You, oh you. You seriously haven't wake up

hm? Let's see, you did the same to Ashlyn, and now Angel.

And the best part is, you POINT the finger at me. No bro,

here's what I want you to do. POINT it back at you

and think of how you treated her. Your'e like what? You can say

your'e "more than me" but, your true colours, is just so 

saddening to others. Your friends, you might have

talked bad about me. It's fine. I'm just doing my job to

aid those innocent ones while the one who hurts them says

crap about the helper and end up. This. You satisfied? I am really,

I've lets see.. scarred your mind. Placed up all your

true colours once. And etcetera.

I want you to get a life and don't bother

bout the one you loved. Oh did I say "loved" ? You din't

loved her once truely. Your'e just so 

disappointing. I wonder whose your next one?

I'd pity her.

Another day I guess hm? 

I don't like to punch and brawl, but I like a good

comeback from you. a logical expression.

Hit me as hard as you can with your words.

I don't think you can because.. your'e the wrong here.

And you still are, you think your'e the one

succeeding everything? No. Your'e
just disgracing yourself to
your brother, her and the others.

Rage on me or ignore me.

Your choice.

I Love You So TOOTing Much *-* #109

The story we hid is now told,

Once hidden and left untold.

When both collides and meets each other,

This other story no one knows about us.  

Promises that we would never be apart,

Lasting forever there is no such.

But trust and hope is what we clutch,

If it happens i'll regret a bunch.

<3

If We Met.. #108

Hey girl <3 If you were by my side,

After school i'd wait for you beside my bike.

Together we'd cycle or maybe walk to the bubble tea store,

I'll get you a Pearl Milk Tea trust me you don't want any add ons x)

After that we'd leave our bike beside the park,

Walk around the area as we talk and laugh.

Then we'd go for a movie maybe at my 'palace',

It's not that big and i'll try to get my sister to not bother us c:

Watch till maybe the early morning 3 as I stare at her,

Fell asleep on my shoulder.

I'd give you a kiss on the cheek,

All of these was just a dream, a reality that I seek.

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